Rejuvenated - Be Blessed

I don't know why, I feel better and I'm ready to go at it again. I took a day away from the world and had to reflect and refocus. I'm going back to the old school me....accountability.. No sleep until I'm finished or pass out. Everyday that passes, is gone, never to return again. Maximize your time, minimize your whine.

Seeking Gas

The whole dissertation process has turned me off, I should be done, I'm over the struggle, the satisfying multiple gods, and making sense out of the senseless. It's been years and I have ZERO motivation to continue. Latest news is that they fired the reviewer that denied my dissertation. I was told to continue the path that I was on previously and make the minute changes for submission. I'm off for a few days, nothing else to do with my life so let's see what progress I can make tonight. I really need to find a way to work on my mood. Holiday season has me down...way down...anyways...ready, set...let's go!

Waiting for these years and hours of time to pay off.

Not a quitter but...

Been hacking at the Dissertation..kind of..not really..kind of discouraging. I really can't stand it. I've lost ambition and drive but I've invested a ridiculous amount of time and energy. I also think that the results and study are very valuable to the Asian American community. I've been on this pony for years and I think I've worn through my chaps..