So very Close

2 AM still at it, the thought and focus of completing this task is often frustrating when things don't come together. When it does, it's a euphoric joy. I often wonder...am I doing this because of the money vested, time spent, dedication to my future, possible status and perception, maybe it's just my innate stubbornes. Despite the reasoning, I'm dedicated...and tired....hoping for the finish line.

I'm often asked why I post this online...not for recognition...not even really for anyone else..I use it as a tool of accountability and motivation.