Balance and the Matrix

I lost my jumpdrive with all my educational jewels, glad that I was able to get it back. Now I need to work through this matrix of old, new, and new new information. So far, so good..Just so so much more to do. The longer in the matrix the easier it is to understand. This is why it's so hard for me to stop once I get going.

With that being said, I took a personality assessment and it indicated that I'm a man of peace (doesn't like conflict and even avoid it despite possible negative outcomes), being organized is a major motivator for me, and I'm critically low on the fun scale. I'm trying to balance school, work, personal life, and my love of sleep. Normally fun is at the bottom of my list. Most fun...just isn't...fun. Todays attempt at fun had me waking up early to go out this afternoon. The result, it's time to go out and I'm sleepy and tired. I'll force myself for today, lets see how it goes. Is this a face of someone who doesn't have fun?

Oh, oh, another reason I don't have fun is because when I'm out having fun, I'm thinking of the future. I'd rather get everything done (which is impossible) before I have fun in my life. Just like other things, I'm still working on me.