I've been lost for years now, not really sure where I'm going or what to look forward to in this world. Every year I've had a new challenge which has put roadblocks to my advancement and betterment (==is actually a word of myself. Although not radical, I think it's time for me to go back to my roots, back to religious roots. My educational journey has strayed me away from hope and faith and pushed me closer to logic and strategy. Some things you just can't use strategy with...you can't use logic. So.....I'm trying to get back to praying, church, and improving myself spiritually.
This week was horrid, I swear I go through so many low periods you would think that I was two different people. Some think I'm calm, collective, and confident. I don't often feel like that, I'm feel with worry, doubt, and pessimism. So you can either lay down and die or get up and fight. I'm back on the fight!!! I'm hoping that I can stay focused on what I need to do and have faith that things will turn out well in life as well as with my educational goals. So, it's 10:00 PM and I took days off to chop off chunks of this dissertation. Saturday and Sunday were dead, it's Monday night and I have miles to make up. Wish me luck, better yet, pray for me!!
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